What can I say?

Since the beginning of the year my life has been a constant morphing ball of oil and water. The stasis of my life has been blitzkrieged by various transitions and developments. The whole year started with a marveling discovery that I’ve spent few months in a very manipulative relationship. I’ve spoken to her new boyfriend by accident when I called her to tell her happy New Year; he picked up and we talked and I knew.
Next was a war fare with my inner excitement and my outer life. I was standing on the road to my dream ever more clearly; the majority of the fog and haze that has been covering this road has been cleared up. At least to a point where I can see where I’m stepping next.

School (AMDA) has been one of the most praiseworthy benefactions of my life. And I do have to give all my thanks to my parents and my sister for their outmost support in my erratic sway from conventional education to a dedication of my life to a sophisticated art form, acting.

Acting is a form of creation of life. Something that only God himself is allowed to do. So in that since, I’m playing with fire don’t you think? In reality there is so much more that is underneath the concept of acting. The whole creative presses that is born with in the subconscious, is alone fascinating. To devote my body and my mind to a different life for a moment is a great experience. To challenge myself to go to different dimensions of my inner mind and emotions, feel what I never felt, to find myself in the strangest situations of life, to be vulnerable and strong, to be captivated and mournful, to see what could never be me, and to be everything that I can be. Possibilities are endless; it is the instrument, which is the body, mind, and my inner life that needs extensive training to make those possibilities accessible.

Aside from these pleasurable mind’s elations; the financial instability as a student’s life took over, is taking its toll. Although hardly noticeable, the financial traps (debt, late fees, fines, parking, etc) are keeping me on my toes.

This life’s update of Aleksey Volchek has been brought to you by …. Me, himself